Thursday, April 14, 2011

My Wish/dream, ahh whatever u call it list :P


We all have wishes, wishes which are dreamy, spooky, wacko, fuzzy, abstract and sometimes totally whimsical. In the quest to create a list of all my dreams 

· Go bungee jumping! 
·  Celebrate at least one b’day night out on the roads (@ 12 pm)  in a car with friends and loud music. 
·  Get totally drunk and bother EVERYONE around me :P 
·   Finish reading Bhagwad Gita! 
·   Start my own brand of clothing. 
·   Get a BB with my own money :D 
·   Go on a long trip all over India with friends. 
·    Learn Bengali. 
·    Slap that bitch (A.S.M) from school!! 
·    Get a masters degree! 
·    Go out on a karaoke night and sing there like a fool. 
·    Convert a wall to a canvas, with my illustrations all over. 
·    Join an oil painting class. 
·   Cook! :P 
·   Go totally bald! 
·   Visit Jaman Shah, Pakistan, my ancestral town and see for myself how it is like. 
·   Talk like I am a verbal thesaurus. :D 
·   Get rid of the past!!! 
·   Watch Cricket in a stadium (NOT IPL) 
·    Make a collection of most authentic and definitely antique textiles. 
·     Try bhang, at least on holi. :p 
·    Attend at least one meeting, which is super business like where I have to dress up all formal and corporate. 
·     Visit a jagjit singh concert (which I have done before but so wanna go for it again! ) 

Hmm so that’s pretty much what I could think of in 15 minutes. It’s a part of what all I think of which I wanna do . :D

Friday, April 8, 2011

human heart's bitter sweet symphony :)


Sometimes tears threaten to drop down
to wash away your face with past memories...
Sometimes eyebrows threaten to frown
to take you back to the bitter sweet chapters of your life diaries...
Sometimes voice threatens to tremble
reminding of old times with soft clarity...

They say you move on, forget what is gone...
They say learn to give, learn to live...
They say tears are bad, don’t get sad...
They say it will pass, for the other side always has the greener grass...

For a moment you feel strong,
For a moment you feel it was wrong
For a while you laugh at life’s satire,
You want to move away and go higher

Every time you feel so, life puts you through with a new low
Every time you feel u were healed, life has something new to reveal
Every day is a struggle when you tend to give away and snuggle

You can never “overhaul” emotions,
For they are your purest of creations
You never move on,
Just distract yourself and show to others that it’s all gone
You know you can never say bye
For the tiniest of things wish for it and cry

You just learn to tackle it all
Put up a brave front and stand tall
If it's pure, it never ends
Never…